オモイデドロボ series: Odd

To be honest I enjoy my post graduate classes. Also, the idea that I should not be pressured by my classmates is still on top of my head however, whenever they talk and speak up their minds I always find it hard to comprehend and understand them  — hence, what would always happen was I would always ask the professor about stuff. Though I like that my classmates help me understand the concepts but, I was too anxious and worried if the timing of such questions are right...

I have not settled yet with the University's culture. I still am referencing the relax, open discourses I am used with UST and UP's system of class discussions. I know that I should just move on yet, I never thought that I will have this "separation anxiety" even after years of not being in those good universities.

Not to be rude or anything, but my current classmates are nice. They are warm and smart and I love learning with them... maybe I should just shut up and keep everything to myself... when I have something in mind...

Thus, to focus both on work and post graduate I have decided to lay-low with fandom for now. Well actually, I feel the same for fandom. My co-fans are smart and they know lots of stuff yet here I am, I have nothing but Ryo being a good artist (even this is quite bleak for me). I think I lack substance — and in order to master at least a facet of my life I just wanted to focus on one (or two) for now... 

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