Meltdown

During my online class, of course the one that I would weekly dread the most. How I love our class but I have no confidence in producing those lovely digital artworks. I do recognize my limits though...

Anyways, this is the first time I broke down into tears not just because I feel sad that my mom had difficulties teaching online, but because I'm tired. As much as I wanted to be strong, I can't. Maybe I should just recognize the idea I am tired and have made a wrong choice, accepting another school as a part time job, but I think I must look at the positives that will yield for me.

There must be a reason right? Whatever that is, I'm all battered and soiled so... BRING IT ON!

Also, on a side note. I love Nishi also :) 

He has this super adorable Pantene photos:

most likely taken in London.

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