FREAKISH DAY

first of all i want to apologize for posting nonsense real life problems here on LJ and for spamming your wonderful friends' page... this acct should be more on the ARASHI posts rather than my endless FREAK real life whatever... gomenasai... T.T

but...

i really super hate this day,,, >.<

i thought me and my classmate/ co-thesis partner were about to end our thesis related project very very soon but little did we know our FREAK instructor hasn't found any FREAK'N panelist...

my mom got angry with me for not believing her (she told me thru txt / email that out FREAK instructor has moved our defense that made me FREAKED out!) ... but i also said sorry immediately i got home :)

our FREAK supervisors on my OJT are acting bitchy and I HATE IT! i was wondering to give them a medicine that could heal insecurities but it's not yet invented so i have to face it... they won't change... XP

i just wanted to be good and nice... i don't want to act cool anymore pretending i'm not hurt or what... i just found out i'm a bit of pretentious towards myself.. like i'm a pyshco trying to comfort myself that everything would turn out right but won't end up all right not unless i eat my FREAK pride...

heheheh... but the most worst of all the FREAKISH things that happen to me this day was...

my loptop got soaked wet!!! DX    my mom has no IDEA about it,,, and right now all i wish was to kill myself,,, (BTW it is just an expression... :) you guys might think i'm an EMO but i'm not... XD )

then again... i have to look on bright side of things,,,,

having a FREAK day... has never been so EXCITING!!! hahaha!

dyaa! :)